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> A life lived before God

> Having a child-like faith, believing and trusting in God in every circumstance

> It's my silver year this 2008

> Loves: JESUS, my family, brewed coffee, chocolates, the beach, sunrise and sunsets, the clouds, cookies, the color purple and blue, butterflies

> I am: a daughter/ a sister/ a friend/ a cousin/ a teacher/ an online travel specialist/ an employee/ a bestfriend/ a roommate/ an atenean/ montessorian/ a hopeless romantic/ one man - woman/ a teammate/ Sio beh/ unica ija/ Gemini/ bio grad/ petite

> Frustrated: artist, painter, actress, singer, writer, athelete, doctor, nurse, pianist, guitarist, marine biologist

> Dreams: to travel around the world, a stable future family, a faithful and loving future hubby, 2 kids, marry someone I can be my bestfriend

> Enjoys: travelling, long rides on a bus or a car, a walk in the beach, conversations over coffee, reading books, classic music, classis stories, singing with the piano, time with my family, a kiss on the forehead, hugs, laughing, watching sunsets and sunrise, good food, fresh air, painting, crafts, teaching, book hunting, bargain shopping, green mangoes with bagoong

> mah friendster and mah email: nfortich@gmail.com


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Daily Devotional

black or white?

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

...drained, physically, mentally, emotionally, completely... Sometimes I simply wanna give up, like any human being. There are times that every fiber of my being simply wants to fade. fade to become nothing. why do i find it easier to fade away than in trying to become something? fading requires nothing... can anyone fade without doing anything? and so I ask myself... I wish to get out of this state. to be in the sunshine rather than in the rain. blame it on lack of sleep, lack of attention, whatever lack i can think of but one thing is certain... feeling goth. that's just it.

"Black is real and white is ideal" and so peter pan said to me in one of our delightful conversations. His statement made me think which to choose... looking at the world in either black or white. I certainly prefer white over black, white being pure, being peaceful and the idea of heaven. This world is black, real, raw and painful. My friend peter pan is right, I think of this life as black, real, and the afterlife, white... ahh.. sweet heaven... the idea of something opposite than black allows me to look forward to something ideal. Maybe now is black... real, raw and painful.




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