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> A life lived before God

> Having a child-like faith, believing and trusting in God in every circumstance

> It's my silver year this 2008

> Loves: JESUS, my family, brewed coffee, chocolates, the beach, sunrise and sunsets, the clouds, cookies, the color purple and blue, butterflies

> I am: a daughter/ a sister/ a friend/ a cousin/ a teacher/ an online travel specialist/ an employee/ a bestfriend/ a roommate/ an atenean/ montessorian/ a hopeless romantic/ one man - woman/ a teammate/ Sio beh/ unica ija/ Gemini/ bio grad/ petite

> Frustrated: artist, painter, actress, singer, writer, athelete, doctor, nurse, pianist, guitarist, marine biologist

> Dreams: to travel around the world, a stable future family, a faithful and loving future hubby, 2 kids, marry someone I can be my bestfriend

> Enjoys: travelling, long rides on a bus or a car, a walk in the beach, conversations over coffee, reading books, classic music, classis stories, singing with the piano, time with my family, a kiss on the forehead, hugs, laughing, watching sunsets and sunrise, good food, fresh air, painting, crafts, teaching, book hunting, bargain shopping, green mangoes with bagoong

> mah friendster and mah email: nfortich@gmail.com


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Daily Devotional

my whole being

Friday, March 04, 2005

I am not an avid fan of reading long blogs so I decided for myself to create shorter ones. If I can bullet point all of my thoughts then I will. I may enjoy writing using a lot of useless and pointless words but I realized in the course of time that only a few have the patience to read blogs. Especially me when my job requires me to sit in front of the computer for 8 hours x 5 days a week. My eyes need all the rest and so does my voice. I have planned of pursuing voice lessons to ease the tension this job entails. It wasn't until one day that I lost my voice, my source of income. I realized that during day off, I needed to rest my eyes and my voice as well. Phew!

Back then when I was still applying I had hoped to be accepted, to earn my own money and live an independent life. Truly I got the job, lived the life I wanted to live but it came with a price. And then came loneliness, it crepts up inside me unnoticeably and sometimes when I least expect it. I have found crying as a form of release and to comfort my aching being. I have cried a dozen of times, out of sheer happiness, some out of fear and even more for loneliness. I have learned to accept loneliness as part of what's ahead of me. I have been seeing a lot of signs of where I am heading off someday, definitely not for a life of eternal solitude. I have learned to allow God to take control of my entire life although at times I may not seem to understand Him at all. I found it much easier, peaceful and less complicated to allow the Creator to dictate my steps. I understand that I have my own judgment and equipped with wisdom so I may decide for myself. But too many times, when things are beyond my control I simply look up, allow a tear to drop from my eyes and move on... believing and trusting that He who knows me more than anyone, who put the stars in their place knows best.




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