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> A life lived before God

> Having a child-like faith, believing and trusting in God in every circumstance

> It's my silver year this 2008

> Loves: JESUS, my family, brewed coffee, chocolates, the beach, sunrise and sunsets, the clouds, cookies, the color purple and blue, butterflies

> I am: a daughter/ a sister/ a friend/ a cousin/ a teacher/ an online travel specialist/ an employee/ a bestfriend/ a roommate/ an atenean/ montessorian/ a hopeless romantic/ one man - woman/ a teammate/ Sio beh/ unica ija/ Gemini/ bio grad/ petite

> Frustrated: artist, painter, actress, singer, writer, athelete, doctor, nurse, pianist, guitarist, marine biologist

> Dreams: to travel around the world, a stable future family, a faithful and loving future hubby, 2 kids, marry someone I can be my bestfriend

> Enjoys: travelling, long rides on a bus or a car, a walk in the beach, conversations over coffee, reading books, classic music, classis stories, singing with the piano, time with my family, a kiss on the forehead, hugs, laughing, watching sunsets and sunrise, good food, fresh air, painting, crafts, teaching, book hunting, bargain shopping, green mangoes with bagoong

> mah friendster and mah email: nfortich@gmail.com


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a flickering hope

Monday, April 18, 2005

It feels sooo good to be home and to be writing this blog at home. It kinda saddens me in a way that tonight I shall be boarding the boat back to CEBU. I love CEBU as well but nothing beats being here in CDO, the place I call my home. So many places remind me of so many people. When I got here, it was as if I never left. I only had 3 days and 2 nights but it’s all worth it.

I kinda miss my bish… I never mentioned him in any of my blogs yet for fear that it might open memories that I have been trying to burry for the last 6 years. Don’t get me wrong, he’s perfect in many ways. Life goes on for the both of us but what he does not know is that even up to this point a big part of me keeps him as special. After all, he’s a really special guy, those one in a million kind of guy. What keeps me from keeping these feelings all to myself is for fear that he may no longer feel the same thing. I opened this one tin can where I have kept all of his love letters. It makes me cry all the time, remembering at how at one point in his life, I was his and he was mine. We loved each other dearly then but that was so long ago. I wonder if he remembers somehow. I never forgot that significant date that he and I used to spend. It was April 15 of 1999 at 12:18 AM. Talk about details, I am one person who remembers details. I never knew how emotions can be so strong. I have long fought to burry him, to let him be part of my past while I live my present and look forward to my future. I have given up since cause no matter what I try, no matter what I do, a part of me still loves him. I have loved him since, maybe I still do now and maybe I will. Even my bestfriend Rox does not understand how my feelings for Mike remained over the past years. Most people would think that maybe by now I have gotten over the feeling but I still haven’t. It hurt me when my ex once told me that he could not compare himself to a ghost. All those times that I thought I was loving someone else, I was wrong. I do not know what the future holds for us but life goes on and that I know is true.

Butterfly Tales
9:30 AM

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