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> A life lived before God

> Having a child-like faith, believing and trusting in God in every circumstance

> It's my silver year this 2008

> Loves: JESUS, my family, brewed coffee, chocolates, the beach, sunrise and sunsets, the clouds, cookies, the color purple and blue, butterflies

> I am: a daughter/ a sister/ a friend/ a cousin/ a teacher/ an online travel specialist/ an employee/ a bestfriend/ a roommate/ an atenean/ montessorian/ a hopeless romantic/ one man - woman/ a teammate/ Sio beh/ unica ija/ Gemini/ bio grad/ petite

> Frustrated: artist, painter, actress, singer, writer, athelete, doctor, nurse, pianist, guitarist, marine biologist

> Dreams: to travel around the world, a stable future family, a faithful and loving future hubby, 2 kids, marry someone I can be my bestfriend

> Enjoys: travelling, long rides on a bus or a car, a walk in the beach, conversations over coffee, reading books, classic music, classis stories, singing with the piano, time with my family, a kiss on the forehead, hugs, laughing, watching sunsets and sunrise, good food, fresh air, painting, crafts, teaching, book hunting, bargain shopping, green mangoes with bagoong

> mah friendster and mah email: nfortich@gmail.com


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Finally

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Now I can finally say...

I spent the last week at home. I wasn't really "home" for the first few days cause I decided to be a counselor for our church youth camp. I celebrated my bday in a unique way and what's best was that I didn't have to spend a single cent from my pocket. Somebody had sponsore good lunch that day. Anyways, while I was there, I spent the last day meeting my ex and his bestfriend. For awhile, i feared that when I meet him, I might still bear feelings for him, that maybe after all this time, I may still be pining over him and in high hopes to fan the flame of our once love. I had to face my demon, my ghost, my phantom. I'm thankful for his bestfriend who has always been a great help to the both of us. I saw him and I have seen how his eyes have grown deeper. I no longer see the glow that he once had when I was falling in love with him. He was to me like any other ordinary friend I have. There was nothing in him that reminded me of how I used to love him soo much that I'd give up everything for him. I sat there across him and smiling as ever. I'm completely OVER him. He told me about his dreams and his plans, and to me it didn't matter anymore. He was interested about my future and I simply replied that I am enjoying my time and I look forward to better days ahead. I'm glad I took the time to meet my ex. It only proved that feelings do change and that no matter how much you may have loved a person, it can change... any flame can die... I am happy that it did.

Finally,

After all these years, I have many times wished to see the guy that i have often dreamed about... I remember at one point that I felt that if I could have but one choice, I would choose this guy. I remember how I painted a picture of our future together when God reminded me that my LIFE is in HIS hands. I have dreamt of him lately and how it would feel just being with him, and tonight, I got one of the wonderful surprises in life. I look forward to build even just a droplet of memory with him... finally...

Butterfly Tales
5:50 PM

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