Purple Butterfly

Back to reality

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

It has been a mix of overwhelming emotion since I came back last Monday. It was hard for me leaving the comforts of my home and at the same time, I was excited coming back to CEBU to see my friends and to be working again after a long vacation. I was praying real hard for an update from my application as trainer in Link2support and I got a call telling me that I passed the powerpoint presentation and I'm set for a final interview with the hiring manager. I couldn't begin to describe how happy I was when I received the news. My dream of working in CDO and just to be with my family is about to become a reality. I went on to plan my resignation right away so instead of the usual 30 days notice, I wanted to resign in a week or so. My housemates and I proceeded to plan my despidida party at the beach this weekend. We were all excited but mostly, I was excited to be working at home and to do so much more than just taking calls. The only problem left was that I haven't seen Lindz since I left for CDO. I wanted so much to see him but I didn't know how. His mom gave me his new address and aside from that fact, we work on the same building so I can always wait for him. But I really didn't want to do it by my own strength so like a lil child, I asked God for help. After I did my laundry, he arrived at the boarding house with a huge smile pasted on his face. I couldn't help myself, I tried so hard to conceal the joy I felt for seeing him after what seemed like eternity. He invited me to his new place and to meet this person whom he considers his mom. There was no point of arguing with him but I had tons of questions. He's still the same Lindz I didn't see about 3 weeks ago. He was just his usual self, joking a lot that is. It was a relief. Something inside felt great and fuzzy. After we had sifted everthing, after I've said my piece, we confessed that we missed each other. I broke the news to him that I was going to leave in a week. He took the news well, it was for the best. Although neither of us wanted to be separated, we have to face reality. To be honest, it's not easy for me leave Lindz here, I wish we could still be together but at this point of time, it's a matter of prioritizing things. Top of my list would be my career. We're only 23 and we have yet to establish our careers first. I think that it would be better for us to establish our careers first before we even begin to be more serious with our relationship. So, I guess it's LDR for us. I honestly don't know how we'll cope up with this situation but I will bloggin about that next time. My company requires that I submit my 30-days notice. I have no choice but to resign in a month. I don't know if this is good news for Lindz but definitely not a good one for Link2 and for my family. They expect me to be home soon. I made the company aware that I will have to submit 30 days notice. I don't know the outcome of this event yet but I will soon find out.

-nadine Ü

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