This blog will have no theme, whatever goes then, I am just dying to let these emotions out because I can feel that they are bottled up and I just want some form of release. Let the writing begin…

I’m here at the office on a Sunday. This is a rare and unusual occurrence since I usually spend my time at my room or with my boyfriend on a Sunday but since he changed his schedule I didn’t know then just how exactly to spend my Sundays. Well, I decided to treat him out for lunch, I’ve been lashing out on the poor guy for days now and I can feel that our relationship is hitting the rocks and if I keep on behaving the way I have been behaving around him these past days then I guess it won’t be long until we say bye bye to each other. I don’t know how to deal with these emotions, I try not to be too jealous or possessive but I cannot help it sometimes. My mom would tell me that I need to control my emotions and not lash out or throw temper trantrums at him. Sometime ago, I was almost impossible to deal with that he decided not to see me for days. It was torture and it was a lesson I needed to learn and relearn. I guess I need to chill and just relax and trust the guy. He’s been a really good person to me and I love him for that.

I used to be a blog addict. I could sit in front of the PC for hours just trying to update or making new revisions on my blog. Reading through the blogs of my friends never fails to make my day especially on a really hard day when I just need an escape from all the bliss and demands of the world. I applaud my bestfriend Rox for being a great writer and all my friends who are witty and I just envy how their creative minds work and work to their advantage.

Here are a couple of dates that I want to take note of, it was on a sunshiny Saturday of October 21, 2006, my exs birthday by the way when it was announced to the entire office that I was promoted to Supervisor –OIC and was officially made a Supervisor Trainee by November, the offer letter was handed on November 8, 2006, the day that I turned 2 years with the company and just this May, I am a now a full-fledged Supervisor completing my training for 6 months. I feel that I am only a step away from my dreams and I won’t be disclosing those dreams just yet. My birthday is coming soon on the 25^th. My brother’s wedding is on the 26^th. I just picked up my dress for the wedding yesterday. My beau and I will be celebrating 14 months on the 27^th. A lot of dates to remember and I can only be grateful for the opportunity to celebrate them. This is all for now until I can keep my thoughts together.

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Nadina Mae C. Fortich

Operations Team Supervisor PeopleSupport (Phils.), Inc.

4/F Skyrise IT Bldg. AsiaTown IT Park, Apas, Lahug, Cebu City

Mobile: 0928.391.5447 Office: +63 (32) 234.8200 Ext.: 26378

Home: +63 (32) 416.8552 email: nfortich@peoplesupport.com

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I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Philippians 4:13