Just how many chances do we actually get in life? I am beginning to ask myself this question since I just ran into some heavy drama with my beau before going to work. Everything was going well, I started to see and feel his effort of showing me how much he cared for me. No matter how we tried, we almost broke up a few weeks back, I went home for a vacation and when I came back, we were trying real hard to bring back the lovin’. No matter how hard it was that we went through we still figured out at the end of the day that we still wanted each other and that we wanted to give our relationship an nth chance. I became desperate and I groped for ways and solutions to give our relationship an nth chance. Rox became a good student of LAW of Attraction and to be honest, I didn’t get it at first, I just went by whatever life gives me or gave me without realizing that we attract what we actually want in life. I’ve tried it once or several times back then but I never thought or even believed that there is such a law governing what I thought was just coincidence. It’s been working really well with my bee ef. What I can say with this law that I can relate with the BIBLE is that it takes a lot of faith to believe that it will actually come true. It takes a child-like faith. I have questions governing such law though, that maybe that it is not at all absolute. Let’s say for example that I want so much to marry my beau and build a family with him, I think about it, I visualize it and focus on it and everything needed as a proven fact that the LAW of Attraction really exist. What if I don’t end up with him, what if after visualizing and all the focusing, it wasn’t enough to make that vision come true? Should I just be content and say that maybe God did not exactly intend for us to be together in the first place? I particularly remember one thing Edgar asked me, he asked me the difference between a wish and a goal. Maybe I am just mixing up wishful thinking with the Law of Attraction. Because to me, the law seemed like wishing something really hard and when you’ve wished hard enough, it will eventually come true. I am not particularly keen to the subject of Law of Attraction ‘cause admittedly I haven’t fully understood it well. I wanted to learn it, embrace it and live it. Knowing something is different than living it. I admit I have so much to learn in life and like what my mom said, I need to find my balance.