There's just so much to write about, I don't even know where to start. I can almost see cobwebs all over my blog when I happen to visit today and my last entry did not even in any way update of what my life has been. Let's just say I have a new love as the stars would put it and every night we watch the stars, glowing faithfully despite the dark clouds... More on this thought but I'd rather blog on the more mundane stuff first. I am also reminded to blog in friendster, I didn't realize that there are curious people who happen to read it and if I can make a difference to another person's life by what I write, I hope my blogging will do. I guess I am too occupied with just too many things. (I'll have to thank my bee for teaching me how to post my blog through e-mail) Technology is amazing!!!
Anyways, moving on with my point, I am PROUD of my little accomplishments, I wouldn't consider them GRAND or worth noticing but I am mighty PROUD of what I have accomplished lately. Well, I am talking about several accessories with my bare hands. Somehow, the creative side of my soldier has aroused that creative side of me, I will be posting pics of my creation soon and in high hopes that it might attract potential buyers one of these days. My goal is not so much to sell the pieces I've made but more on to get those creative juices flowing. I am wearing one today and in as much as I want to sell this piece, I'd like to keep it. If I am able to put up my own store today, I'd name it PATENTED. On one of my soldier's emails he mentioned the word, PATENTED while he was referring to cooking up a surprise for sh0es and I, he didn't want anyone to copy what he was planning on. I realized then that it's a great name for a brand, it's like the term BRANDED but has an all too different meaning all to itself. Anyways, going back to patented, I have learned to put a patent on the small pieces I've made and remade. I have gained access to the affordable accessories here and what I do to put a patent on them is to remake those accessories to make it stand out or different from all the rest. There are so many nice and very affordable accessories out in the market but what makes my creation better is the fact that you won't have anyone just like it. It'll be a ONE of a kind design. I'd like to graduate from accessories to prolly clothing someday but I can always take these things one at a time. I can't even wait to show off those pieces I made. I have made several bags with the guitar design and although I am not sure if I can still make another one, I'm just glad I was able to create a simple guitar print come alive with beads and crystals. I made a shirt with pictures of me and my ex so my ex will be reminded that though our past relationship has become water down the drain, there are memories worth remembering. But even that has to be set aside and placed in the closet, I ask myself, what for anyway... We've chosen different paths now and I've NO REGRETS! Not having my love here allows me all the time in the world to rediscover myself, who I am and what I love to do.
One of my friends bumped into my ex-ex(my ex before my ex, go figure) my friend was just glad to announce the level I have reached at work but instead of being happy for me, he commented, "yeah! I have a bigger salary than her..." AS IF! I mean, the nerve of him utter such remarks! It's not the MOOLAH BOZO! It's the level of difficulty and respect I get for being where I am today and I am more than happy to have maintained my position for more than a year now and what about you, if I may ask, you've been hopping from one job to another and not so much accomplishing anything. I'll bet my resume looks better than yours! I was just pissed off trying to belittle me again... But I've got nothing to prove to him anymore since he's been history ages ago.
To happier thoughts, it's my silver year, I'll be turning 25 and I honestly don't know what's in store for me, I don't even want to wake up on the 25th 'cause since I can remember, the 25th is tingbits so I don't have enough funds to celebrate. It's a good thing it'll be my restday. I have prepared party hats but that's just it. hehehehehe I'll have to leave it all to the mighty hands of God to work out a miracle for me. I'll have to park for now, I have been staring at the PC, my eyes are now watery...
lotta love!
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